A Countdown to G-Day: Day 17

Someone once said that all our lives are stories waiting to unfold.

I don’t want mine to be a love story. I don’t want to have the defining characteristic of my life be the fact that I am in love with another person.

I want mine to be a tale of a girl who finds her meaning, her self worth.  I’d be alright if it ends in me not finding it-because the mere fact that I am strong enough to try to save myself from myself is enough for me.  It’s all right to hope.

A Countdown to G-Day: Day 16

Random thoughts:

It's weird how I call it a countdown when it really isn't a countdown. It'll start being a normal countdown when there'll be ten days left til graduation.

A Countdown to G-Day: Day 15

Something I scribbled in Physics class this afternoon:

A Countdown to G-Day: Day 14

Ugh. Another iPad post. Somehow, I keep forgetting to make these posts, or at least, until I turn my laptop and wifi off and I don't have any choice but to use my iPad(it's 3G), which is just an absolute joy to write in. Grr. Same old, same old news. Nothing's happening, answered some tests, passed some, forgot to do some work,yada yada yada. Why is my life on standby mode? Oh yeah, because I placed myself on it. Too bad I can't get the remote to change the setting; the act of readjusting it placed me directly inside the television screen, and I won't ever be able to go out by myself, and I don't think it's possible for anyone to help. Well, let's see. Maybe a miracle would be wasted on me.

A Countdown To G-Day: Day 13

I feel like there's a dragon inside my belly and it's breathing out fire and scratching the walls of my stomach. I want to reach inside my stomach and rip it out, or puke so much it(and my innards and bile and other things that may or may not be inside my stomach)falls off. I have a stomachache, is what I'm trying to say.

A Countdown to G-Day: Day 12

Ever wonder how lonely and pathetic a person can get?

A Countdown to G-Day: Day 11

'Once' was amazing. It's sad but not overtly so, and there's so much, I don't know, life in the movie. I'm genuinely sorry that my past posts have been crappy. Include this on the crappy pile. Be better tomorrow? I hope so.

A Countdown to G-Day: Day 10

Yey, I'm better! So I was watching Golden Slumber(which was awesome) and it gave me an incentive to write this story that I've been toying with for some time now. Not gonna say anything about it, chances are I'll never be able to finish it, but you know, it's nice to be inspired. Also, LOTR made me cry.